My mother
Can only see beauty
Even when things
Aren’t pretty
Like her son grown old
Feeling heavy
From a weight
Both real and unsure
Earning doubtful eyes
He will share
With the one whose love
Blinds her greatly
After years spent close
Fighting battles
Their home has made
Cozy beds
Where agony’s grasp
Doesn’t threaten
But enrich that bond
Truly special
Even when such pain
Appears fated
Never facing days
Truly bad
Wishing always
God would just listen
Over future plans
Being spoken
Precious years may waste
Passing quickly
While preparing time
Better spent
Until dreaming
Comforts me less
Finding words on-screen
During nightmares
In our theater lost
Among memories
Showing reels
Of ugliest films
Starring me
As talentless bulk
Playing “husky kid
Lacking meaning”
Despite swearing
How worthy this phrase is
Needing effort
No longer enjoyed.
- J. Pigno